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The end...
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For some people this story is hard to believe in, but I have no reason to lie.
About 2 years ago, I began to lose my feelings, the sense of beauty, feelings of love
and tenderness, a sense of joy and excitement. No doubt it was a mental disorder.
I stopped all commissions and rushed to the doctors. I spent a lot of money, took a ton
of different drugs, but there was no result...
About six months ago my health worsened significantly. After unsuccessful attempts to
stabilize my condition, I was hospitalized in a psychiatric hospital. My mental pain and
anguish somehow was able to subdue. Later treatment still did not give any results...
On the 22nd of April, on my birthday, I was handed some diagnosis - neurosis,
personality disorder and something else i don't remember. The worst thing that my
condition is untreatable...
I will never be able to fall in love or feel love, I will never be able to feel joy or
excitement, I will never be able to feel pleasure and tenderness...
and I will never be able to draw again.
That is the end of my story.
I haven't decided yet what I will do in the future, but now I have plenty of time for decision.
Thanks all of you, my friends, who beleived, hoped and watched me all these times. I will never forget you.
Good bye.
About 2 years ago, I began to lose my feelings, the sense of beauty, feelings of love
and tenderness, a sense of joy and excitement. No doubt it was a mental disorder.
I stopped all commissions and rushed to the doctors. I spent a lot of money, took a ton
of different drugs, but there was no result...
About six months ago my health worsened significantly. After unsuccessful attempts to
stabilize my condition, I was hospitalized in a psychiatric hospital. My mental pain and
anguish somehow was able to subdue. Later treatment still did not give any results...
On the 22nd of April, on my birthday, I was handed some diagnosis - neurosis,
personality disorder and something else i don't remember. The worst thing that my
condition is untreatable...
I will never be able to fall in love or feel love, I will never be able to feel joy or
excitement, I will never be able to feel pleasure and tenderness...
and I will never be able to draw again.
That is the end of my story.
I haven't decided yet what I will do in the future, but now I have plenty of time for decision.
Thanks all of you, my friends, who beleived, hoped and watched me all these times. I will never forget you.
Good bye.
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Hope...
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Almost 2 years of illness led to the fact that ATOM's health state has worsened significantly. He tried many doctors, but no one could help. The diagnosis is still not identified. ATOM will be hospitalized in a psychiatric hospital in the nearest future. His mental pain and anguish are killing him each day.
Pray for him, because he can not get out of this hell alone.
Thank you
Thank you
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Thank you guys!
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Thank you my friends for all your kind birthday greetings! Very appreciated! 
As you can see there's nothing new in my gallery for a long time already. My health state is still bad and I can't draw anything... but THE SPIRIT IS STRONG AND MAGMA FLOWS IN MY VEINS!
So I hope I will be able to please you with new works in near future. Until then - have a nice time!
As you can see there's nothing new in my gallery for a long time already. My health state is still bad and I can't draw anything... but THE SPIRIT IS STRONG AND MAGMA FLOWS IN MY VEINS!
So I hope I will be able to please you with new works in near future. Until then - have a nice time!
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Happy Holidays!
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Hello my friends!
First of all, I'm very sorry for not replying and delaying commission progress so much. I've got health problems and won't be able to draw for some time (this is not related to recent terrorist attacks in Volgograd, don't worry). I will be back as soon as I get better.
This year was a bit tough, yeah. I want to say thank you to all of you for your support, my friends (special thanks to Elf-Hunter for PM
)! I'm pretty sure next year will be better and I'll continue to draw more and more sexy girls 
Happy Holidays and Happy New Year!
First of all, I'm very sorry for not replying and delaying commission progress so much. I've got health problems and won't be able to draw for some time (this is not related to recent terrorist attacks in Volgograd, don't worry). I will be back as soon as I get better.
This year was a bit tough, yeah. I want to say thank you to all of you for your support, my friends (special thanks to Elf-Hunter for PM
)! I'm pretty sure next year will be better and I'll continue to draw more and more sexy girls Happy Holidays and Happy New Year!
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Back from trip, back to work!
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Hello, my friends!
I came back from the trip and you know... I didn't see a single squirrel! People said a lot squirrels died because of recently ticks etching
Well, the trip still was pretty funny. I feed jays and pigeons right from my hand! I was on Dombay mountains as well, pretty scary (yeah, I'm kinda... afraid of heights
)
And of course what a vacation without drawing! I've submit some pieces (see the scraps page) I drew during the trip
Aaaaaaand back to work! Commission are waiting to be done!
I came back from the trip and you know... I didn't see a single squirrel! People said a lot squirrels died because of recently ticks etching
Well, the trip still was pretty funny. I feed jays and pigeons right from my hand! I was on Dombay mountains as well, pretty scary (yeah, I'm kinda... afraid of heights
)And of course what a vacation without drawing! I've submit some pieces (see the scraps page) I drew during the trip
Aaaaaaand back to work! Commission are waiting to be done!
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