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For some people this story is hard to believe in, but I have no reason to lie.

About 2 years ago, I began to lose my feelings, the sense of beauty, feelings of love
and tenderness, a sense of joy and excitement. No doubt it was a mental disorder.

I stopped all commissions and rushed to the doctors. I spent a lot of money, took a ton
of different drugs, but there was no result...
About six months ago my health worsened significantly. After unsuccessful attempts to
stabilize my condition, I was hospitalized in a psychiatric hospital. My mental pain and
anguish somehow was able to subdue. Later treatment still did not give any results...

On the 22nd of April, on my birthday, I was handed some diagnosis - neurosis,
personality disorder and something else i don't remember. The worst thing that my
condition is untreatable...

I will never be able to fall in love or feel love, I will never be able to feel joy or
excitement, I will never be able to feel pleasure and tenderness...
and I will never be able to draw again.
That is the end of my story.

I haven't decided yet what I will do in the future, but now I have plenty of time for decision.
Thanks all of you, my friends, who beleived, hoped and watched me all these times. I will never forget you.
Good bye.




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EcchiParadigm Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I still check back from time to time to see if you've left any updates. I still miss your work, and I'll never forget the assistance you gave me when I was still new to digital art and you took the time out of your day to help me out. We'd love to hear from you and see how things are going. Hope you are well.
EVILMEL0N Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I come back from absence for a year or longer and find out thats you stopped art due to your conditions. It's really sad to see you go. I wish you a speedy recovery.
KodiakZero Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2016
Quite the time has passed since you had stopped drawing. I only hope that your condition has improved.

- Anthony
Jason9811 Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
A year and something already gone by and I miss your work my friend. Hope you're doing well and had a great Halloween. Take care of yourself.
MadnessBomber Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2016
... Good luck to you in the future.
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