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My dear tools :iconatomixart:ATOMixArt 55 26 The Last Work of ATOMix:Commission - Ryu and Ayame :iconatomixart:ATOMixArt 560 32 Hell Flower 3 :iconatomixart:ATOMixArt 3,379 107 Raizen :iconatomixart:ATOMixArt 802 43
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Commission: Cassie + Erica :iconatomixart:ATOMixArt 2,025 61
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Commission: Seta Tokai + Satomi Kumashiro :iconatomixart:ATOMixArt 2,027 73
Commission: Chise :iconatomixart:ATOMixArt 2,562 101 Commission: Exes :iconatomixart:ATOMixArt 4,138 194 Schoolgirl dance :iconatomixart:ATOMixArt 2,582 228
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Commission: Celica Mizushiro :iconatomixart:ATOMixArt 1,612 46
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Random Girl3 :iconatomixart:ATOMixArt 1,439 43
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Commission: Stocking 2 :iconatomixart:ATOMixArt 3,715 120
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Commission: Stocking :iconatomixart:ATOMixArt 3,373 102
Katsuragi :iconatomixart:ATOMixArt 1,866 70
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Commission: Kathryn Maple :iconatomixart:ATOMixArt 3,956 145
Commission: Sleeping Girl :iconatomixart:ATOMixArt 1,826 54

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For some people this story is hard to believe in, but I have no reason to lie.

About 2 years ago, I began to lose my feelings, the sense of beauty, feelings of love
and tenderness, a sense of joy and excitement. No doubt it was a mental disorder.

I stopped all commissions and rushed to the doctors. I spent a lot of money, took a ton
of different drugs, but there was no result...
About six months ago my health worsened significantly. After unsuccessful attempts to
stabilize my condition, I was hospitalized in a psychiatric hospital. My mental pain and
anguish somehow was able to subdue. Later treatment still did not give any results...

On the 22nd of April, on my birthday, I was handed some diagnosis - neurosis,
personality disorder and something else i don't remember. The worst thing that my
condition is untreatable...

I will never be able to fall in love or feel love, I will never be able to feel joy or
excitement, I will never be able to feel pleasure and tenderness...
and I will never be able to draw again.
That is the end of my story.

I haven't decided yet what I will do in the future, but now I have plenty of time for decision.
Thanks all of you, my friends, who beleived, hoped and watched me all these times. I will never forget you.
Good bye.




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Crazed-Artist Featured By Owner 14 hours ago  Student Digital Artist
Happy birthday man. I miss you and your art.
bonnman100 Featured By Owner 1 day ago  New Deviant Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday!
punkandartStJimmy Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday! :)
Tazz-o-chan Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
Happy Birthday ^w^
brandonmatias Featured By Owner 2 days ago
Happy birthday my friend, ATOMix. :cake::D (Big Grin)
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