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For some people this story is hard to believe in, but I have no reason to lie.

About 2 years ago, I began to lose my feelings, the sense of beauty, feelings of love
and tenderness, a sense of joy and excitement. No doubt it was a mental disorder.

I stopped all commissions and rushed to the doctors. I spent a lot of money, took a ton
of different drugs, but there was no result...
About six months ago my health worsened significantly. After unsuccessful attempts to
stabilize my condition, I was hospitalized in a psychiatric hospital. My mental pain and
anguish somehow was able to subdue. Later treatment still did not give any results...

On the 22nd of April, on my birthday, I was handed some diagnosis - neurosis,
personality disorder and something else i don't remember. The worst thing that my
condition is untreatable...

I will never be able to fall in love or feel love, I will never be able to feel joy or
excitement, I will never be able to feel pleasure and tenderness...
and I will never be able to draw again.
That is the end of my story.

I haven't decided yet what I will do in the future, but now I have plenty of time for decision.
Thanks all of you, my friends, who beleived, hoped and watched me all these times. I will never forget you.
Good bye.



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lili-tomato Featured By Owner May 7, 2015  New member Hobbyist Digital Artist
great gallery you have here :)
CaveMaster1777 Featured By Owner May 4, 2015
I am weeping tears of joy for I have found my holy land.
AirMage50 Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2015
Твои арты всегда есть и будут самыми шикарными) Советую не сдаватся уж прям полностью,вернутся можно всегда было бы желание) Удачи
renealexa Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2015
You are VERY tallented artist! I feel bad for myself to find you so late!
I just.. want you to be strong to fight the pain til the end.
Your art is beautiful, i just wish you can draw again. Even it's just a scratch. Even it's just a stickman. As an artist, please do not give up and keep drawing. If you can't draw because your condition of sickness, just communicate with us and give updates with whats going on. We're all in this community love you. :'( :hug:
Shmel12 Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2015
Попутного ветра тебе…
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