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deviation in storage by Aidontknow


For some people this story is hard to believe in, but I have no reason to lie.

About 2 years ago, I began to lose my feelings, the sense of beauty, feelings of love
and tenderness, a sense of joy and excitement. No doubt it was a mental disorder.

I stopped all commissions and rushed to the doctors. I spent a lot of money, took a ton
of different drugs, but there was no result...
About six months ago my health worsened significantly. After unsuccessful attempts to
stabilize my condition, I was hospitalized in a psychiatric hospital. My mental pain and
anguish somehow was able to subdue. Later treatment still did not give any results...

On the 22nd of April, on my birthday, I was handed some diagnosis - neurosis,
personality disorder and something else i don't remember. The worst thing that my
condition is untreatable...

I will never be able to fall in love or feel love, I will never be able to feel joy or
excitement, I will never be able to feel pleasure and tenderness...
and I will never be able to draw again.
That is the end of my story.

I haven't decided yet what I will do in the future, but now I have plenty of time for decision.
Thanks all of you, my friends, who beleived, hoped and watched me all these times. I will never forget you.
Good bye.



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ellasita12345 Featured By Owner 4 hours ago
Thank you for sharing all your drawings with us
bakaseirei Featured By Owner 10 hours ago  New member Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your art has driven me crazy.thank u
Scoric Featured By Owner 11 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
very sorry for what's going on. I wish you the best.
EricFong Featured By Owner 13 hours ago
If that the only thing you can do, then I will bid you farewell and good luck in future. May you find suitable purpose for you in life. 

You may return to artworking or you won't, I will be find with that because that's how life is.

gamewatch10 Featured By Owner 16 hours ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
hmm so you changed your ID picture as well huh......this must be the end then...I hope you'll at least return...sooner or later.
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